@Sir'Dom Pointer Things can and will get better. You need to be alive for that to happen. Like
@King Stannis demand to be treated at all costs for anything you may be dealing with. Ive had a few people recommend CBD oil for my anxiety & lack of sleep. Which in turn could help with my overall mood. Look into it. Even if you are piecing small treatments together to help your overall mood; its a solution.
I personally am going through a bit of stuff on my end. Small things are adding up and its taking a toll. Nothing severe, but mentally I feel off.
1) My mom was recently diagnosed with brain cancer. I find out what the actual prognosis is this week. I know people have lost parents, but I dont think I am mentally ready to A) hear her prognosis or B) watch her go through hell.
They recently purchased a modular home that I know isnt anything fancy, but my mom hasn't been this happy in the last 10 years. Prior they made a sacrifice to take care of my grandparents in their shit house in a ghetto ass neighborhood.
Now if my mom is terminal, which I have a bad feeling she is, I will likely need to move my father out or in with me. By himself, he cannot afford the place.
2) I hate my company & potentially my field. I am in sales for a consumer products company. Its remote, it pays me the most I have ever earned & I still am unhappy. Im pretty decent at what I do, but the travel is taking a toll on my this year. It could be because I have a child now, but I just dont want to travel as much. I feel like I am missing things. If my company would get its head out of its ass; I feel like progress would be made and I would have the revenue to help me in areas that I was promised.
It has me questioning, is it time to change careers? Will I be able to find something that truly makes me happy? Jumping to a new career is scary, not to mention I doubt I will be able to make anything near what I am making. With the kid, and finally being almost done with student loans, is it a good time to find something new?
3) Our newborn just stresses us out. No sleep. We're arguing. Its just not us. I know its an adjustment and we will get through it, but its just tough right now.