I'm saddened by a lot of the comments i am reading. I think Skyscraper could change his approach a little but if you don't agree with him you're allowed to leave.
I'll share some things that have happened to me, all after I excepted the Lord as my Savior. So i want you to imagine the pulsating feeling of electrotherapy pads.
About 5 years ago i am awakened in the middle of the night to what sounded like our fire alarms going off and it is so loud my ears are hurting. So i'm desperately trying to sit up and i'm try to yell at my wife to wake up but i can't move and i cant make a sound. I'm laying there frozen, in shock and scared. Then this pulse that feels exactly like the therapy pads starts at my head and slowing spreads all across my body and down through my legs. I remember laying there for a long time just in shock with my heart racing. I didn't understand what it was until the next morning but i became baptized with the Holy Spirit. Since then i've been awakened 5-6 times to the same thing. A couple times i awakened by ringing in my ears again but twice it was the sound of wings fluttering. I've also been awakened by what felt like someone tugging on my finger/hand. Also several years ago i was searching for an answer about a career change. I was at a roadblock and was trying to decide between 2 opportunities. I was awakened by the fluttering of wings and an immediate loud voice yelling the name of the company i now work for.
It's experiences like this that have truly changed my life and i wish all of you could have them. While you might not believe in God or Jesus, it would serve you well to stop making a mockery of Christianity.