David.
Radical Centrist
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Yea. Like clockwork, she leaves, I regret behavior, abandonment pain point is hit, and now I chase. If she was a romantic interest, I'd be toast.Are you talking about your mom?
And that dynamic happens like every relationship.
If she was EITHER neglectful, OR a perpetual victim needing support, OR just gave me everything I wanted, my needs in relationships would be a little easier at least.. but she was all of those things at different times, so like I'm super fucked.
I need attention , control, someone who legs me walk all over, and if they start to lose interest or back off I lose it. If I can't reel them back in to under my thumb, I become completely cucked, in the non literal sense.
In any event I have not gone 3 days interested in someone without false dynamics (Bianca the dominatrix) in.. well twice in ten years