Doctor is kind of a dink.
I had done my research and was prepared for our last meeting.. Felt empty, like dating was an addiction, unfulfilled, my behavior producing counterproductive results, my inability to control impulse.. It was a laundry list of pertinent topics and he just.. Said to outthink them and challenge the premise that any of it was bad in the first place
I was explicitly asking for practical advice and swear to God every answer was "its only bad if you think it's bad"(..its bad, I'm thirty and I'm wasting my time and this isn't fulfilling, that's the whole point. Im not happy. ) and "you don't think you can control your impulses so you can't (.. Fuxking no dude,I tried my absolute best and I couldn't, this is why I'm talking to you. To give me professional advice on how to behave differently next time)
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It was all contrived," use the force" horse shit. I don't need philosophy, I have problems I want to work out and I'm paying you to help work them out.