This is me speculating, but I don't think it was planned. I really think this guy has anxiety and other issues, drugs and alcohol have always been the way to deal with it. This time around he was having issues again, recognized he was about to relapse, so he raised his hand.
I hope society can get to the point where an annual mental health checkup is just as normal and routine as a annual physical or doctors visit. Like KLove said, sometimes just talking to someone, getting things off your chest, can be very helpful. I hope that is what Flash needs, and the Browns get him into a weekly session if they haven't already. I'm really hoping he can get on the field for week 1.
Great post..
Honestly I can relate in many was with Gordon on all this.
Without going too far into detail, I suffer from addiction myself. It's a battle everyday. I'm actually in the middle of it right now. It's so difficult to just stop and do it alone. I've gone days and weeks without using shit, but it's only because I know I'll go right back to it. Rehab and talking about this kinda stuff is such a massive step in a positive way.. But you have to want it, 110% for you to get better.
From the outside looking in, you wouldn't understand. From the inside looking out, I couldn't make you either. That's generally how it goes, and I would assume most addicts feel. I know several others that do, anyway.
For Gordon, though.. His addiction doesn't run as deep as I would say mine, or others do. That's not to make light of it at all.. That's just to say he's lucky in a way.
Weed isn't like pain pills of heroin. It's not going to kill you with an overdose, and you don't need the drug in your system every 10 hours or so before you're going through the sickness. Which, I would like to describe it as being tortured by Lucifer himself. Because it's hell.
Thankfully, though Josh isn't battling those demons. He's definitely battling his own, so again, it shouldn't be made light. You have to take it seriously, because the road goes beyond what he's doing - and it gets darker and darker.
I don't know him personally, but my brothers girlfriends friend has a kid by Josh. It's always been a dream to somehow meet my favorite player.. But I would never press the situation. If it happens it happens. With that said, I'm proud of him for realizing he needed help before he lost control - and he's managing it and fighting back to stay in control.
Definitely something great to tell people that look up to him. I know it's something I would look at and try to strive to do better.
So for anyone trashing him and whatnot.. It says a lot about you as a person.